HEY i am grounded for 2 weeks so i will spend my holidays with reading novels and do boring stuff :3 thanks alot, "best friend".

Title: Alone and Insecure

Fandom: Death Note

Characters/pairings: Near

Genre: Tragedy/hurt/comfort

Rating: K+

Summary: Near had finally done it. He'd avenged L. He'd caught Kira and Kira had died. He'd completed his goal. He'd completed his life. And yet.. he felt so hollow.

A/n: Not intended to be yaoi, although I suppose it could fit in with some yaoi stories. -shrug- anyway, this has major spoilers! If you have not finished the death note series, don't read this!!! :o kthx.

not in the mood for some crazy random shits. don't ask why. you know what my mood is rn. not in the mood for babbling cause i'd rather stay quiet. not in the mood for drawing or anything relates to anime and mangas. i need to stay quiet and i want the time stops. enough said.

Today is usual, just like classmeeting so yea there's nothing left to do in school. Got not so bored. A 'thing' made me upset this morning. Not gonna tell, kid. I am a kid too, heh :p umm i also went for group works on nabila's house this afternoon, js. Err after that i went to course. Got so bored but not so bored. ok i am boring rn cause everything bores me like fuck. i can't even live like this fnsjshhweurssdc

need a new obsession~

Here I am one again. So while I was browsing on the internet about everything, I'm thinking about a friend. The name's Nadia. She's a table-mate actually. She's fun to talk to, smiling all the time. She sings a lot (this one annoys me). She talks a lot. We share secrets and stuff. She's just a typical girl friend. And you know what?

I need something different. Or those kind of stuff. I felt really bad for her, cause everyone in this class seems to dislike her. She knows that. I know that. Nadia is a good friend. But as time goes on, she got me bored and more. 

All she talks about is 'what do you think of me?' 'why doesn't she like me?' 'i'm sad :('. She's the opposite of her sister. Nadia always talks about the same thing. And then ask me if I bring a comic to school and she'll borrow it. Or she'll borrow my iPod. 

The thing is, I need a new good friend. That's all c:

So yea, I hope she's not reading this. But this wasn't meant to mocking you or anything's bad. This was just an entry about you. I got bored.

HEY! So what up? This day is pree exciting. Cause we went for a trip to BKB with friends and some teachers. Yea I tell ya what, it's funn!111 hakfhdskhaieha i can't even - - -

Took some pictures. Not gonna post them here = = I'm also not going to tell you the rest of the trip. I'm just gonna tell you all that it's uber fun. But it's so hot there so we all sweat like crazy. Cause this long bangs are killing me. Seriously. 

After that we got home and took a rest as usual. Got some sleep. Watched Gurren Lagann. And woke up at 5PM 

That's all for update. yaa~~

雨の日も嵐の日も、お日様は笑ってるさ。

テカってるさ　ピカってるさ　ハハ。

so i didn't went to course this afternoon. mom's ok with that. she even told me not to go today =A= meh.. i tried listening to miyavi. and i knew it. i wasn't wrong. he's really good. xD cool beans. haaah!!! so i just slept from 3 pm - 9.30 pm. it's almost as long as i usually sleep a day. does that means that i don't have to sleep anymore until sunday?? o.O but i'll have to go to a friend's house at 10am for group works.

I went online on Facebook. first there's no one online. But then there's my friends and a teacher from school, Sir Arfani. I changed it to offline. Cause i got scared what if he got mad and ask something disturbing like 'why are you still here?' D: gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh KUSOOO!!!

My guess was right. He did. As I expected.

And there's this guy called

He's so damn cute that cross dress and his style is prince lolita! He's so mysterious. And his profile, he's playing hard to get. :P Ahh.. He wanted to start a conversation by first posting a comment to me. He only posted 'Hey darling.' but that really made me shiver!! D:< 

NOOO i must not be flattered by that guy. But i can't help it. His art is not so good, but i'm thinking that everyone praised him cause he got good looking face! FUUUUUU--!!!

Got in a fight with sis after school. Soo annoying. And mom always blame it on me D: ah nevermind that. but i cried like a ***** kyaahh!!!! and. um. i'm tired. so that's all for a little update. ;p

We want to get back where it used to be. Where we were always together laughing about something.

Now I don't know where You are. You don't know where I am.

I wonder if You still remember me.

=|

hey yuu. ( i know how to type 'you'). today we went home early. cause mandarin's today. i thought the tests are over but not YET!! There's still ICT left. haaahh!!!!111 D:

Hmm.. so i'm kind of hungry rn so yea. enjoy the picturess ^ ^

Hey thank's sister for giving me the songs :D hehe

Umm today went to school for the test. English and Social science. Economy = success. Geography = fair. History = kind of hard :|

Ahh the day after tomorrow'll be arts and sciencceee.. kyaaahhh!! Umm forgot to tell ya mate. We bought comics. Hell yeaaaa xD. We bought Bleach 25 - 27. But mum won't let us read it anyway. She'll let us, ONLY WHEN the tests are over. that's ok.. :) tests will over this week.性交

it's me here. Sup? Shall start calling Tian-san as Tora-san. rofl. This is good time. Good time. The test will starts again on Monday. That means 2 days for fun! Cool beans. Cooool beans, yo.

I'm kind of hyper rn. Yea. Watched FMA and i was like "look sis! look at mustang's hands!!" and "bloood! bloooooooddd!" but i'm not giving any scared looks. meh -u-